this is kinda the WORST day of my life.
-the day that i found out, and deduced many facts.
people always say; "Treat others like how you want others to treat you.". BUT. will others really treat you back the same way as how you treat them? =(
etc.
-the day that i 100% dont feel like talking.
its a day of silence in my heart. i cant find the energy to speak. the energy to play. its terrible. i dont like the feeling. was gloomy the whole day. thanks all who asked if im alright.
-the day that i feel so, totally, away.
i cant sense my "soul" today. i feel -empty- .
i look at you people. i smiled. thats somehow the best i can do today, in school.
i felt much better after school. im not thinking about my results, my PW, anymore.
Council meeting today is the only "place" where i dont feel down today.
wells, perhaps im just too tired.
TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY(:
God will make a way!
im kinda pissed in school today. this's one factor that contributed to my down-ness.
i saw the present you prepared for him. i shouldnt do the following, but, i compared the present for him, and for me.
yes, i've lost in the struggle. He won.
for TAGGers!
LARISSA; HEY! omg. i miss you! whens next G06 outing? :D
ZIYI; haha. thanks for brightening my day (:
SHERMENE; hees, yupps. no worry! i treat you icecream some day! woohoos! =D
MERVIN; Boy, thanks ah! i noe you love my command. hhaha! xD
MELLO; lols. i saw you going into the wrong class today! :0
CLEMENT; uh? thanks for? or isit just meant to be a usual phrase that you hv been saying since so long ago? hahah!
